Depravity

I’ve always been fascinated by the effects arousal has on our minds and bodies.  Being turned on feels different.  We think different.  But can it actually change our brain?


I devised a challenge that seeks to find out. I call it the depravity challenge because in my anecdotal experience, the hornier and needier you get from denial, the kinkier, more twisted your fantasies and desires become. The premise is simple. A structure set of denial days meant to force you to get more and more creative as the time period passes. You can read the challenge here:

As some of you may know, I had a small, private Discord server for subscribers and friends.  In this server, one of my dear toys had undertaken the challenge in earnest and journaled his experiences.  The change that we can see happening, in real time, is amazing!  He is publishing that journal here, on my site.  I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I do!